\u00f6yle \u00e7ok ama \u00f6yle \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m ki..<\/p>\n
bir haftad\u0131r \u00f6yle \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m ki.. ve yapayaln\u0131zd\u0131m..g\u00f6zlerim burnum dudaklar\u0131m yara oldu a\u011flamaktan..kirpiklerim yand\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc..<\/p>\n
\u00e7ok ama \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m..neler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm neler ne \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131klar ama yapamad\u0131m..\u00e7ok can\u0131m yand\u0131..\u00f6yle k\u00f6t\u00fcyd\u00fcm ki ve hala k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcm ki..\u015fimdi \u00f6yle geliyor ki bir daha toparlanamaz benim hayat\u0131m..<\/p>\n
neden demeyin nolur…bir haftad\u0131r okula bile gitmedim..s\u0131navlara girmedim..s\u00f6yleyin toparlan\u0131r m\u0131..yok..yok iflah olmaz art\u0131k bu hayat…<\/p>\n
umutsuzluk dolu kocaman bir merhaba herkese..i\u015fte bir hafta b\u00f6yle ge\u00e7ti ve ben \u00f6yle yaln\u0131zd\u0131m ve \u00f6yle \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ektim ki..allah biliyor ya..o g\u00f6rd\u00fc ya nas\u0131l a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131…belkide art\u0131k her\u015fey bitti…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00f6yle \u00e7ok ama \u00f6yle \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m ki.. bir haftad\u0131r \u00f6yle \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m ki.. ve yapayaln\u0131zd\u0131m..g\u00f6zlerim burnum dudaklar\u0131m yara oldu a\u011flamaktan..kirpiklerim yand\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.. \u00e7ok ama \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m..neler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm neler ne \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131klar ama yapamad\u0131m..\u00e7ok can\u0131m yand\u0131..\u00f6yle k\u00f6t\u00fcyd\u00fcm ki ve hala k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcm ki..\u015fimdi \u00f6yle geliyor ki bir daha toparlanamaz benim hayat\u0131m.. neden demeyin nolur…bir haftad\u0131r okula bile gitmedim..s\u0131navlara … Okumaya devam et “A\u011eLADIM..”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[19],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mucize.net\/dualar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}